NUMBER 9 -- THE PASSENGER SAILBOAT.

She rode the passenger sailboat to follow her dream
to catch the star, to go that far..
It was impossible as it may seem,
knowing that the road ahead is dark and dim.

She rode the passenger sailboat to have her wish,
to hold his hand and steal one kiss.
It is by far all she could wish for,
silently praying that he'll open his door.

She rode the passenger sailboat with one thing in mind,
a star she longs someday she'll find.
She'll do everything she can to go that far,
to reach her dream and catch her STAR.

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8:44 am April 11, 2009

NUMBER 7 -- INSOMNIA.

my eyes are shut but my mind is not
i'm trying to make sense
not just making another defense

the days are fast
good things they never last
i'm wide awake in this misery
and no one is going to rescue me

the music is melancholic
the lyrics are dramatic
they're trying to bring me to sleep
but they can't, they're making me weep

i'm trying to have a dream
i closed my eyes but then i screamed
the past is haunting me again
and it's causing a terrible pain

i just wanna sleep tonight
hoping tomorrow will be alright
i just wanna sleep tight
wishing these mem'ries will fade when i wake up

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APRIL 17, 2009 12:42am

NUMBER 6 -- I THOUGHT...

I thought I had forgotten the way he smiled..
The way he laughed and the way he sang.

I thought I had forgotten those sparkling eyes..
Those sparkling eyes that made me cry.

I thought I had forgotten the way he rocked..
The way he move his lips that made my world stop.

I thought I had forgotted how he broke my heart...
How he tore it in pieces, how it all fell apart.

I thought I had forgotten how he looked at her...
How happy they seem and how much he care about her.

I thought I had nursed the wound that he heavily caused...
Now it's battered, worse it was bruised.

I thought I had forgotten how much i care for him..
How much I long to have him in my arms.

I thought I had forgotten all of that..
I just though, but it all came back.

;(

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1:35am | 11th day of April 2009