NUMBER 25 -- ON A NIGHT LIKE THIS...

On a night like this,
I feel lost in the middle of a maze
Looking for answers
For questions that always linger.

I'm in a place of solitude,
Where happiness is only an illusion
I guess it's wrong to conclude
That escape is my only option.

On a night like this,
The past slaps my face..
I cannot move, I cannot breathe.
I lay quietly until i bleed.

I am weakened by this sadness,
I can't think of any less
My every heartbeat brings pain
As I trip down memory lane...

On a night like this,
When the raindrops are endless,
I wish these tears would seize to drop
As the heavy rain stops...

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AUG 17, 2009 | 10.50pm

NUMBER 24 -- HERE WE GO AGAIN.

Here you go again...

Walking right in front of me
Flasing smiles that drive me crazy
One look, one glance
I am, again, lost in your trance
One word, one song
You made me cry all night long
This feeling i had regain
You're slowly letting my feel the pain...
HERE YOU GO AGAIN...

Here I go again...

Holding on to what had been
Two years since I learned to forget the feeling
Two years since I stopped the dreaming
I tried my best not to fall apart
Because I know that you'll only break my heart
I'm not going to take the risk
But i'm just to weak to resist
I never learn, I fell again...
HERE I GO AGAIN...

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August 10, 2009 | 3.23pm

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inspired by Demi Lovato ;)

NUMBER 23 -- QUESTIONS.

how can i forgive you?
if i can't even forget
the times that you have hurt me
i was drowning with regret

how can i manage to go on?
when your smile forbids me to
it hurts so much to think
that letting go is my only option

how can i sleep at night
when i know somebody's by your side?
i'm caught in wishful thinking
i wish you never lied

how can i move on?
when you're always on my mind
i hate that i love you that much
i guess i was this blind

how will i escape the ghost of you?
it's haunting the worst out of me
i'm trying to rebuild my life
but your memory cuts like a knife

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JULY 6, 2009 | 12.29pm