NUMBER 27 -- R.E.M.

It's the end of the day,
and the moon takes over.
As the stars twinkle in the sky,
you smile and bid your day goodbye.

Another day has ended
But broken hearts were never mended.
Perhaps in your sleep it's good,
perhaps in your dreams it would.

But when you lie wide awake,
you're lost in your thoughts again.
You close your eyes and keep still,
Hoping it would numb the pain.

Finally, when dreams invade you
You forget the tears and all the hurt.
Temporary bliss feels good too,
Even if it won't last that long.

But when the night turns to day,
and sweetdreams were washed away.
You wake up and realize,
that reality bites more to your dismay.

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June 19, 2010

NUMBER 26 -- I CAN'T RHYME.

I lie alone.
I'm wide awake.
It's 2am and its cold.
I'm coining a poem,
but my words have gone old.
I lull myself to sleep.
I want to dream.
YOU are the ONLY PROMISE I wanna keep.
But it;s getting dim.
I want to escape my reality.
And live in your illusion.
You had held my heart in prison.
I don't want to be freed soon.
Why do I lie awake and think of you?
Of all the things we've possibly gone through?
You are my caffeine.
You keep me awake.
AND WHY DID YOU EVER CROSSED MY MIND?
WHEN ALL I WAS JUST SAYING
IS JUST 'I CAN'T RHYME'?

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1:19am November 12, 2009

NUMBER 25 -- ON A NIGHT LIKE THIS...

On a night like this,
I feel lost in the middle of a maze
Looking for answers
For questions that always linger.

I'm in a place of solitude,
Where happiness is only an illusion
I guess it's wrong to conclude
That escape is my only option.

On a night like this,
The past slaps my face..
I cannot move, I cannot breathe.
I lay quietly until i bleed.

I am weakened by this sadness,
I can't think of any less
My every heartbeat brings pain
As I trip down memory lane...

On a night like this,
When the raindrops are endless,
I wish these tears would seize to drop
As the heavy rain stops...

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AUG 17, 2009 | 10.50pm

NUMBER 24 -- HERE WE GO AGAIN.

Here you go again...

Walking right in front of me
Flasing smiles that drive me crazy
One look, one glance
I am, again, lost in your trance
One word, one song
You made me cry all night long
This feeling i had regain
You're slowly letting my feel the pain...
HERE YOU GO AGAIN...

Here I go again...

Holding on to what had been
Two years since I learned to forget the feeling
Two years since I stopped the dreaming
I tried my best not to fall apart
Because I know that you'll only break my heart
I'm not going to take the risk
But i'm just to weak to resist
I never learn, I fell again...
HERE I GO AGAIN...

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August 10, 2009 | 3.23pm

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inspired by Demi Lovato ;)

NUMBER 23 -- QUESTIONS.

how can i forgive you?
if i can't even forget
the times that you have hurt me
i was drowning with regret

how can i manage to go on?
when your smile forbids me to
it hurts so much to think
that letting go is my only option

how can i sleep at night
when i know somebody's by your side?
i'm caught in wishful thinking
i wish you never lied

how can i move on?
when you're always on my mind
i hate that i love you that much
i guess i was this blind

how will i escape the ghost of you?
it's haunting the worst out of me
i'm trying to rebuild my life
but your memory cuts like a knife

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JULY 6, 2009 | 12.29pm

NUMBER 22 -- WISH.

I want to hold your hand

while walking in the sand

I want to kiss you until the sunset

until I breathe my last breath

I want to stare at your eyes

until both of us dies

I want to share forever with you

whispering three words 'i love you'

I want to kiss you under the rain

take away your hurts and pain

I want to grow old with you

loving you is all i wanna do

I love you with all my heart and soul

I promise to be true and give my all

That's how much i care for you

too bad YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE A CLUE

:(

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June 23, 2009

9:11pm

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sleepless early nights. hahahaha. san ba to nanggagaling? miss na po kita. basketball ka na.

LOL

NUMBER 21 -- JUST A LITTLE CRUSH.

you walked my way, i felt a rush

you said hello, i think i blushed

i was wodering if...

this is JUST A LITTLE CRUSH?

i saw you in the corner

when you last class was just over

you were talking to her.

i felt a little twitch inside my heart

i wish i was the one in her part

could it be that i'm a little hurt?

my thoughts are rumbled,

they are clashed.

i can't figure out if...

this is JUST A LITTLE CRUSH?

or is it something more?

i have to claim myself and close that door.

THIS WOULD HAVE TO BE A LITTLE CRUSH,

and NOTHING MORE.

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June 23, 2009

9:04pm

NUMBER 20 -- LIES.

the night turns to day
as the sun takes the dark away
i stare at the endless horizon
not sensing any motion

i'm tired and weary
i'm suffocated by your lies
don't ever try to deny it
i see it in your eyes

the days becomes night
as the sun fades in my sight
i never felt this loneliness
is this what they call emptiness?

i long for you each day that was created
thinking how it could have been if we're not wasted
but then again those lies brought me pain
i will never trust in you again

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10:06pm | June 27, 2009

NUMBER 19 -- DOOM'S DAY.

The dark took the sun
My body is here but my mind is gone
Another day in this paradise
Filled with bitter truth and sweet lies
The future is glancing
As it approach, I get broken
I will never be caught dancing
In these odd shoes again
The night turns the sky
To being bold and black
I see no reason
For my life is just like prison
Let my day die wasted
Let my life be filled with doom
This fantasy that I, myself created
Will disappear any second

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9:11pm | July 5, 2009

NUMBER 18 -- MOVIE.

My heart pumps faster
As I enter that dark room
I approach a space in the corner
As I wait for the camera to roll
My heart was filled glee
As I watch the story unfold
I was sitting with noone but me
And my body intensifies although its cold
I fill my heart with joyous spree
As I discover the plot and the story
Every scene appeals differently
It brings another kind of bliss
I try to relax while the actors roll
Sit down, relax, see a movie, it's cool!

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panget noh? nothing can ever explain my feeling pag nanonood ako ng sine eh. haaaaaaaay.
xoxo