Wednesday, February 4, 2009

NUMBER 4 -- WHAT'S MY WORTH?

Gone a little emo on this. Just sad though.
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Taking a refuge under the moonlight
Hiding myself from oblivious eyes
Making sure I'm nowhere in sight
And slowly wishing I could die

It was dark and oh so silent
Although the sun is up and shining bright
My mind is furious, my heart is violent
I never wanted another fight

What's really my worth, I asked myself
Have I been apathetic? Have I been cruel?
These questions lingered in my mind
I never thought I was this blind

Am I jealous? Am I bad?
I know I'm always angry and I feel sad
Am I useless? Did I cry?
Now all I can do is wail and cry

The game is not yet over but it's too late
Nobody loved me, it all turned to hate
I'll turn back the time, if I could
Be worthy and true, and yes, I'll be good

But its seems that I'll just have to suffer
These life-long consequences and my impending downfall
I guess I'll always wonder...
WHAT'S REALLY MY WORTH?

IS THERE ANYTHING AT ALL?

xoxo

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