Showing posts with label emo. Show all posts
Showing posts with label emo. Show all posts

Monday, June 22, 2009

NUMBER 14 -- BLOOD STORY.

the blood is pouring from her wrist
as she feels the pleasure and the bliss
the wound inside is more painful
than the cut she had created

she was screaming in dead silence
but no one seem to hear her plea
she's battling with loneliness and confusion
she can't think of any solution

the blood is dripping
it's trickling down the floor
she falls down singing
'i am lonely no more'

she talks to herself while smiling
but inside this girl is dying
the wounds will heal away
but the scars are there to stay


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june 20, 2009 | 10:34pm

postnote: i wrote this for all emos outthere who satisfy themselves by cutting their wrists. i guess that's the explanation on that certain behavior.

pps: i'm not one of them, just to be clear! ;)

xoxo

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

NUMBER 4 -- WHAT'S MY WORTH?

Gone a little emo on this. Just sad though.
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Taking a refuge under the moonlight
Hiding myself from oblivious eyes
Making sure I'm nowhere in sight
And slowly wishing I could die

It was dark and oh so silent
Although the sun is up and shining bright
My mind is furious, my heart is violent
I never wanted another fight

What's really my worth, I asked myself
Have I been apathetic? Have I been cruel?
These questions lingered in my mind
I never thought I was this blind

Am I jealous? Am I bad?
I know I'm always angry and I feel sad
Am I useless? Did I cry?
Now all I can do is wail and cry

The game is not yet over but it's too late
Nobody loved me, it all turned to hate
I'll turn back the time, if I could
Be worthy and true, and yes, I'll be good

But its seems that I'll just have to suffer
These life-long consequences and my impending downfall
I guess I'll always wonder...
WHAT'S REALLY MY WORTH?

IS THERE ANYTHING AT ALL?

xoxo